July/August 2001
The Insane Asylum
A collaborative work between thee MARQUIS DE SADE
and~*~the light{MDS}~*~.

Caution...the story you are about to read is only a fantasy and not an actual event...written only for its entertainment value and nothing more...it is filled with extreme violence, initially non-consensual, and it is a journey through darkness...It is not intended to offend any readers. It is not intended for the squeamish of heart!!!

Sitting in My padded cell...bound in a straight jacket...contemplating how long I will be held here...tis 1789...I have been incarcerated in an Insane Asylum for deeds of pain and pleasure within the walls of My castle...there has been rumors for years...but up until now...no O/one has dared...nor ever stepped in My way...of exploring My depraved desires...I remember well the night T/they came for Me...and in time...I will repay T/them for T/their deeds against Me...but for now...I must find a way out...My mind working...thoughts flowing...an idea comes to Me...the nurse that has tended Me is very beautiful...but she does not understand how the journey through darkness can bring pleasure...I will be here for a very long time if I do not get the message across...she is then sure to release Me...it is night...it is her shift...feigning illness...I begin to moan and groan loudly...I must get her in My cell...I must get her to take Me to the treatment room...then I will find a way to teach her of the joys of pain and pleasure... I will take her on a journey through the darkness to experience first hand the joys of depraved pain...

Enjoying the cool nights air as i make my way to the Asylum...the crispness filling my lungs as i make my way up the stairs to the door...hearing the cries and moans of T/those held inside...i shudder slightly...knowing it is to be a long and arduous night...pulling my cloak up snugly around my neck...i take one last breath of the night air...as i enter the madness that is contained within... knowing...there is no hope here...but pain... wishing... for a brief moment... that there could just for once be pleasure...pleasure for T/those so lost...~sighs~ removing my long crimson cloak and smoothing my raven tresses into place...i make my rounds of the Asylum... hearing the moans of One...i go to His door...i peer through the peep hole in the door...seeing His piercing blue eyes bore a hole right into my very being...as His moans for help increase in volume...i ignore my instructions...as i have tended to Him before...yet never alone...and slowly and cautiously...i unlock and open the door...

  My soul on fire as I hear the sound of the lock being turned...excitement flowing through My veins...knowing that at night the S/staff is small...I hope that it will be her alone...the object of My desire...and if all goes as I have thought it out so far...My charm will take U/us to the place she will journey the darkness from...as she enters...cautiously...I continue to moan louder and louder...showing signs of excruciating pain upon My face...pretending to just notice her as she enters...I look to her with pleading eyes...saying from within...please help Me...she kneels near Me...her dress sliding up slightly exposing her luscious ankles...and a hint of her calve..."oh please...the pain in My stomach hurts so badly...I need some help... some relief...please...take Me and help Me"...she puts her hand on My head...no fever...she cannot check My pulse for I am bound in a straight jacket...nodding in affirmation... she helps Me to My feet...guiding Me out of the room and down the hall...all the time I am bent at the waist...feigning stomach pain...moaning...pleading...and in My heart of hearts...in the depths of My depraved mind...a scheme begins to unfold...if W/we are alone in the treatment room...it will be the demise of her purity...the end of the reign of her innocence...she will be taken on a journey the likes of which she has never imagined...

Opening the door...seeing Him plead for help...His eyes filled with so much pain...i look outside of the door...seeing no O/one...i walk over to Him...smiling softly as i kneel before Him...reaching up to touch His forehead...feeling no fever...yet His cries grow louder...i help Him up...and place my arm around Him...assisting Him down the corridor...my mind racing... wondering what all the fuss is about...as the MARQUIS DE SADE has always been such a Gentleman in His words to me...He has always greeted the nurses that tend to Him with a gentle smile...~shrugs~ as W/we make O/our way down the dank hallway toward the treatment center...His cries of pain grow stronger...i speak softly as He begs for help..."all will be well...the Doctor will come soon and tend to Your ailment...You'll see...You will be fine soon"...as i remove my hand from His waist...i rummage through the keys till i find the one that fits the lock to the treatment room...opening the door...i enter and light the wall lamps...then return to Him...ushering Him inside...

As I am led down the hall...I enjoy the softness of her touch...her pure innocent concern for My well being...knowing full well that the night will destroy her naivety...being leaned against the wall as she searches for the right key...moaning to keep up the pretext of illness... listening to her calm reassurances that all will be well...I wait while she prepares the room... as I am led inside...quickly I scan the room...trying to devise a plan of attack...an idea comes to My head..."please...please set Me up on the examining table...please...undo this restraint... you may buckle Me in place with the tables restraints...but I need to hold My stomach just a moment...it hurts so badly...then restrain Me as you must"...seeing her yes... thinking... deciding... then as I had hoped...she walks behind Me and undoes the buckles that hold Me fast...but still she grips Me carefully by the back of the neck...controlling Me...keeping Me from attacking her...and with her other hand slides the straight jacket off of Me...I double over slightly and grasp My stomach...she still maintains control...after a moment telling Me to get up on the table...I do and she begins quickly strapping Me in place...hurrying from fear...not careful...aaaahhhh...I feel that the restraint on My right wrist is not secured...I wait...feigning captivity...she tells Me she will get the doctor and return shortly... I watch as she walks out the door...as soon as it is closed... I get out of My restraints and begin to explore the room...waiting for her return...and her impending victimization...

As the room is aglow from the light of the wall lamps...i usher Him in...holding onto the strap in front of Him around His waist...He winces and cries out...begging me to unfasten Him...to take Him to the table...knowing that i am not even supposed to be here alone with Him... knowing that it could be my job...i look over at His face...twisted with pain...i quickly unfasten the jacket...taking a firm grip around the back of His neck...feeling a bit uneasy... feeling a slight tinge of fear wash over me as i lead Him quickly to the table...He doubles over...holding His stomach...i move faster...laying Him down...pulling His legs...f astening the restraints tautly...moving to His wrists...first the left...securing it down...telling Him i am sorry to have to do this...but i must...taking His right wrist...securing it as well... hearing a noise down the hallway...i pause for a moment...hoping it is no O/one approaching to see me alone in here with Him...i am distracted...returning my gaze...my deep blue eyes soften...as i reassure Him once more...that all will be well soon...for i am to go fetch the Doctor...i see His face relax...His expression of pain diminish...i pat His shoulder... as i leave the room...locking the door behind me... searching the corridor...i find no O/one...walking about the Asylum...it is silent as the night's sky...for this wing is hardly ever used at this time of the night...frustrated...for i can find no help for the Patient...i return back to the room...shuffling through my keys...unlocking the door and entering...

After hearing the key turn in the door...I know that time will be short...exploring the room...I find the room is a medical and dental treatment room...smiling as I see many things that will bring this lady pain before the night is through...reaching a cabinet on the wall that is locked...I reach into the drawer and pull out a small pry bar...and slide it down between the hasp and the wood...prying hard I tear open the cabinet...looking inside...My heart begins racing as before Me lies a bottle of ether...I grab the bottle...and a clean cloth...standing near the back side of the door I wait...loosening the cap on the bottle...removing it...setting it aside...covering the mouth of the bottle with the rag...soaking it with the ether...an evil smile graces My face...My eyes twinkling...catching a slight whiff of the ether...feeling a little light headed...I turn My head to avoid any further contact...hearing the nurse's approach through the door I wait...as the key turns in the lock...My entire being is alive with excitement...I set the bottle aside...the door opens and she walks in...a moment passes between the time she enters and the time I take control...she has just enough time to see the table is empty...when I reach from behind her clamping the cloth over her mouth and nose as she struggles...My other hand holding her fast...keeping her from breaking away as she loses consciousness... and collapses into My arms...laughing quietly outwardly while I burst into a maniacal laughter inside...I toss the cloth to the floor and lift her into My arms...carrying her to the table...and laying her down...quickly I restrain her...walking to the pile of cloth...I pick up another...wad it up slightly and go back to the table...pressing it into her mouth...then grabbing a leather binding strap I tie the makeshift gag tightly...waiting for her consciousness to return...My fingers begin to explore her body through her clothing...while smiling at her face...

Entering the room...placing the keys back into the pocket of my uniform...i look up quickly...gasping as a hand...His hand...comes up from behind me...feeling the tight grip He has on me...i struggle...my mind reeling...as i do not know how this could have happened...the cloth covering my mouth and nose...i reach up...clawing at Him...struggling as the sweet pungent smell of ether fills me...my senses spinning...my fighting diminishes...i fall limp in His arms...the last thing heard through my struggle is the sickening sounds of a laugh so wicked and evil that it chills my very soul... slowly opening my eyes...as i squint seeing the shadows of the flames of the wall lamps dance around the room...my head is clouded... my vision blurred...trying to sit up...i struggle...realizing i cannot move...my mind growing clearer...i feel the bite of the leather restraints digging into the tender flesh of my wrists and ankles...seeing Him stand over me...His fingers lightly searching my body...i begin to cry out for help...but it is of no use...the gag in my mouth allows no voice...no screams or whimpers... the dry cloth in my mouth causes me to dry heave...as it pushes so deeply inside...i thrash as best i can...knowing it is fruitless...knowing there will be no help for me...now knowing why i should have never been alone with Him in the first place...i look with pleading eyes into His...no longer seeing the gentle misunderstood Man I once saw...but seeing Him now for what He truly is...T/they were right...T/they were A/all right...He is evil in it's truest form...reincarnate...i struggle as i regain my full alertness...moaning as it is all the voice that i now have...

As she awakens...fear filling her eyes...terror etched on her gagged face...I lean forward...looking deep into her eyes...smiling..."yes M'lady...you are trapped...you never should have entered My cell...or brought Me here alone...it was all a ruse...designed to get you alone and in My control...I was not ill...HAHAHAHAHAHA"...walking to the drawer I gather a few things from within and walk back to the table...I lay them down next to her...she struggles to escape...to see what is going on...her sounds of panic and fear locked within... escaping quietly muffled into the room...smiling at her I lift a scalpel and begin to cut away her clothing..."I would lay still if I were you... you don't want to be cut...or do you"...My eyes twinkling...I begin the slow cutting away of all her clothing...My fingers touching her tender flesh intermittently as I strip her naked...her shredded clothing laying spread wide open beneath her...her entire body now naked before Me...I lay the scalpel to the side and pick up the pincers...moving them to her face so she can see them...laughing at her fear and struggling...smiling a smile of demented evil run amok...I move to her breasts...leaning forward to suckle each in turn till her nipples are erect...then gripping her right nipple between the tongs of the pincers and squeezing...her body going rigid in agony...struggling to escape as her silent screams of agony erupt from her depths...twisting...squeezing...torturing...the redness beams like a light in the night sky...that is...till the blood starts to trickle from between the gripping tongs...I release the right nipple and repeat this sweet torture on the left...My genitalia...like My soul...becoming alive with fire...

my eyes filling with tears as He makes His way around the room...going to the drawer and returning to stand once again beside me...i look to Him as He speaks...telling me of His plan...of His ruse...i breathe harder as the cloth in my mouth confines my speech...i struggle as i see the scalpel He holds over me...telling me to hold still as He lowers it closer to my body...my form goes limp...the razor sharp blade cuts through the material of my uniform like a hot knife melts through butter...as He laughs...i do not dare move...my clothing cut away...i lay there...vulnerable...opened...exposed to His demented eyes...i look to the side as He sets the scalpel down...His hands caressing my breasts...my nipples begin to firm against My will...His face lowers down to me...His mouth takes in my nipple...i want to vomit...first one...then the other in turn...sucking each till they are hard and erect...He disgusts me...i feel dirty and violated...taking the pincers and showing them to me...i gasp...choking on the cloth as the gag is so tight around my mouth...i struggle...my back arches with what little movement it can to try to avoid His touch...but it is in vain...as the device is placed around my nipple...tight...a scream swells up inside of me...a stifled noise is barely heard as He applies tension to the pincers...i feel the warmth of the blood from my nipple trickle as He looks to me...His eyes aglow...my heart torn asunder...removing the torturous tool and placing it on my other nipple...i struggle...my rigid body tenses...as my bloodied nipple throbs in extreme pain and agony...

Relishing in the pain that I am inflicting on the young nurse...My veins filling with fire...I set down the pincers and grab the pliers from the side of the table...walking to her toes I begin one at a time crushing them gently...not trying to destroy them nor cause her to lose consciousness...but to make her agonize and squirm in pain...her head flailing...her muffled cries for mercy...her tears pouring from her beautiful eyes...a performance that warms My depraved lascivious heart...smiling as I reach the last of them...seeing her almost at the brink of passing out...I stop and pull them away...removing My clothing...My member hard... throbbing...wet...aching...I climb up upon the table...on My hands and knees...leaning close to the juncture of her thighs and begin licking her wet slit...the pain has drawn honey from the hive...tasting her nectar...savoring the taking of this fair beauty...I continue on and on with My tongue till I feel her legs quiver ever so slightly as her body betrays her to Me...the Monster that debases and defiles her...seeing she is more alert and whimpering in pain less...I climb down and pick up the scalpel...drawing the back of the blade down the length of her thigh...pressing slightly the tip draws forth a droplet of blood...then turning it slowly and drawing the razor sharp side up her leg...cutting a shallow gash into her leg...the blood flows freely now as her body lurches against her bindings...desperately seeking escape...any escape...but fruitlessly she struggles...seeing the blood...My mind careens forward on a path through the valley of hell on Earth...My cock throbbing rampantly...dripping freely...aching for her body...for I have taken her soul...

Feeling the pincers removed from my nipples...my form...wet with sweat...lays quietly on the table...catching my breath as He reaches over to the side of the table...my eyes focused on the wall of the room...trying hard to clear my head...to force myself to think this is not happening to me...but it is all for naught...as i cast my gaze back over to Him...my eyes...once shiny and bright...once so full of light...now begin to darken...no longer do they shine...they have lost their luster...as He takes the pliers and moves down around my bare feet...closing them around my toes...one after the other...tightening...the pain is excruciating...as i scream...gagging on the cloth...i continue to try...my efforts find no reward...i am silent...all except for a muffled noise that leaks out around the gag...one toe after the other His hands clasp the pliers as He gleams in delight of my pain...His movements skilled and calculated as i thrash in what little space i have to move...His enjoyment of the pliers spent...i see Him move once again nearer to me...His face moving lower and closer to my flesh...my sex...that which has never been taken by A/another...His tongue touches me...He moves between my thighs as He continues to lap and lick at my tender bud...my body awake and alive...no longer my own...no longer in my control...for i have no desire for this wicked Soul...i thrash as tones of woe escape me...my thighs twitch of their own accord...my body has betrayed me...the throbbing in my toes begins to diminish...as He moves away from my sex...lifting up the scalpel once more my face turns to see Him...my eyes strain...as i see Him take up the scalpel once more...i flinch at it's touch...as it moves down my thigh...i feel the pressure of the blade increase as He pushes it a bit deeper into my flesh...i tremble and quake as my blood flows from my flesh...my eyes beseeching... begging... pleading...as my breathing becomes erratic...i begin to hyperventilate as the pain becomes unbearable...my eyes flicker...as i look over to see Him undress...

My mind no longer My Own...but wrought in the fires of hell becoming One with the Devil...tossing aside all the implements...going to the drawer and getting a long black cord normally used for tying off the arm of a patient for blood letting...taking the cord with Me...before climbing back on the table...I undo the ankle bindings...and push open the limp legs of the young nurse...climbing between them as I mount the table...moving closer...cord in hand...I press My hard cock into the entrance of her virginal flesh...pressing deeper and deeper...as I look into the dull eyes...for the last few moments that life fills them...wrapping the cord around and across her throat...I begin tightening it slightly...then drive My body deep within her...tearing painfully through the guardian flesh and starting an endless pummeling of her interior...destroying any last vestiges of virtue that inhabited her untaken body and soul...pounding on and on...seeing in her a tiny response to the stimulus...but within Me...there is an eruption of heat and fire building pressure to an explosion point...My thighs quaking...My balls churning...all the while the cord being drawn tighter and tighter around her throat...I hold the cord tight and take the gag loose from her mouth...listening to the sounds of pain and pleasure emitting from within...hearing the gasping struggle for air...all of a sudden...a pounding begins to commence from the hallway...the door locked...holding Me safe to complete this act of torture and debasement...with an all out lunge to her depths...I feel her body betray her with the ultimate betrayal...as she reaches her first and last orgasm in this lifetime...My own orgasm impending...I pull the ends of the cord away from each other...drawing it tight as she shakes in orgasm...and My body rages forth spewing My Demon seed to her deepest folds...her breath and life are being sucked away...harder and harder I pull...harder and harder I lunge...until...completely spent...I look into the lifeless eyes of the fair young nurse...the throttling of My attendant...the nurse...while achieving orgasm has brought Me to a peak of pleasure I had never before attained...her body limp and lifeless...I climb off...walk to her face...lean down and gently kiss her lips...whispering "truly the agony of the journey brought you as it did Me to the heights of pleasure"...

Calmly walking naked to the door...I unlock it and allow My keepers to enter...to be led away for this and other acts until time unending...